12.06.96 - Random Grief

Gran seems to be deteriorating daily. I try to keep a smile on my face for her, but I am just so terrified. Watching Sean die was devastating, but at least it was quick. My once strong grandmother is now as weak as a newborn child. My mother is a wreck and I hate to see her in that state. These two women are all I have left in this world. I wish Gran could take along a friend when she passes on. How much more can I lose? At least I will have the Solstice with Sean. He can always make me smile.